Does it have any meaning....the 4-letter world called "love"...
well lets take a sneak-peek into the diary of a very dear
friend of mine...
November 2006
A few days to go....and school ends....
:(
Today , School was just fine.
But what happened after school was not fine....
was something....something else...
.i don't have a word for it.
It was cloudy.....i wanted the sun to come out.....
it was so damn cold....
And then.....suddenly out of the blue....this girl bumped into me....
I don't know her name.
I don't know who she was.
I don't know why at that particular moment she bumped into me...
Something happened.....i looked into her eyes....
she said something.....but i couldn't listen....
I was so lost......in those dark eyes...
I kept staring.....she said something again..."sorry"....
"it's okay"...i replied...well it wasn't exactly like the movies you know
but i was lost.....
i had no control over myself for
those 10 seconds.
"you say it best when you say nothing at all"
"i'll sit outside heaven's door and listen to your breathing"
A certain kind of intoxication....shit....this can't be happening...
I don't think a girl like her can ever be my friend......
she would laugh off at me...
She was so beautiful.....i could stare at her forever....
i could listen to that voice for ever...
But yes...i just said....."its okay"....
1st September 2007
I met her for the first time....
after a month of chatting on orkut...
i met her...
she reached out....and shook my hand...
it took me at least 10 seconds..if not more..and i am not
exaggerating....
to put my hand forward and say hello...
this day felt like the best day of my life...
i met her... " properly "....for the first time...
yes.....i am crying....because i know she can never be mine...
she would probably be laughing at my damn stupidity right now...
I don't think i am good enough for her...
today i realised what a creep i am...
i may pretend to be the best out there....my friends may tell
me that i am great...
if i am so good....then why can't she be mine.....
because i am not good enough for her...
TO BE CONTINUED.....
Infinity--
for the next 2 days....this guy was lost....
for 30 out of the next 48 hours he thought of her......and only her....
and he wrote a poem which changed his life.....his personality.....
which changed HIM.
The poem is his most treasured possession......
the girl is still very dear to him ( he'll kill me for this.....
because he says....
he doesn't care "anymore" ).
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